Today I went to meet Emma,the one who volunteered to show me my plot at the University House Gardens. She looks so healthy, well-built, and also calm. The one that you know you can always rely on, and always feel comfortable.
I look at her, and think why we are all grad students, but she looks such a lovely way. And me, how miserable?
This kind of life of me right now makes me feel really tired. I need to somehow escape.
I still don’t have the bravery to escape. How coward I am?
This life makes me dying…
I wanna live a simple life. A simple life, why is this hard?